Thursday, April 21, 2011

M.I.A.

Holy hell. Has it really been four MONTHS since I’ve updated?? Did you all think I was dead?!? I feel horribly guilty for neglecting what I worked so hard on, but I had the worst case of writer’s block ever. It wasn’t that I didn’t have anything to talk about, it was just that I didn’t have anything I wanted to talk about on here.

Around Christmastime, ex-DH (I really need to think of a new name for him now) mentioned some things I’d written about. He said he hadn’t read it himself – which I believe, he always thought I talked too much so why would he want to read my babble?? – but that somebody he knew had told him I was embarrassing the kids and talking shit about him. It was enough to make me want to give up the blog. I felt violated, not by him, but by whoever read this and decided to use it against me. I wanted to write but I felt censored. I write because I love it and I want you all to read because it entertains you, not because you want to use it as ammunition to stir up trouble between me and my ex. I thought about starting a new blog. Shutting this one down, deleting everything, moving on and being completely anonymous. I thought about it a lot actually. What I would call it, how I would have the time to put the work into getting followers like I did last year. It exhausted me to think about it. So instead I just let my blog I worked so hard on sit here for four months. I know it isn’t the best reasoning but I needed the time. A lot has happened in the months that I’ve been gone and I really truly honest-to-God promise I will write about it all very very soon. For right now, I just wanted to say hi, for those that haven’t given up on me and mourned my bloggy death of course…..

8 comments:

  1. Still here and waiting for more! I loved reading everything you wrote---

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  2. Glad to see your back!! We've missed ya ...

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  3. Happy that you're back! This is your blog, it's your life..I think you should write about whatever you want. I enjoy all your funny stories and can't wait to read some more.

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  4. I about fell out of my chair when I was going through my reader and saw "Four Better, Four Worse" in bold letters! Wait. What? Did Nic actually post again? I was so happy to see that you did!

    I do you hope you're coming back to the blogging world. I have missed you so much around these parts. :-)

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  5. We've missed you...but I can totally understand where you are coming from. We are ready to read when you are ready to write, sister! The faithful are still here :)

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  6. WARNING: DO NOT SEND YOUR MONEY TO ADT, YOU WILL LOSE EVERYTHING IN THE END. THIS CASE IS TOO OBVIOUS, THIS IS A QUICK START UP WITH THE INTENTION TO GET PEOPLES MONEY FAST AND THEN CLOSE DOWN. 1. THEY DO NOT HAVE A BUSINESS LOCATION! 2. THEY DO NOT HAVE A REGISTERED BUSINESS IN THE STATE OF WASHINGTON IN THE USA! 3. THEY DO NOT MEET THE LEGAL REQUIREMENTS WHICH MEANS THEY ARE OPERATING A PYRAMID SCHEME!

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  8. I don't know that I ever commented on your blog, but I did faithfully read. And then you went wordless. For awhile I was checking every day. Then once a week. Then, less often than that. I stopped by today becuase I had resigned myself to the fact that if there was no post, I'd just delete this off of my "favorites." How exciting to see you are still around. Now, pick yourself up and dust yourself off. We'll wait. [But not too much longer :)].

    (fixed my spelling! Sorry.)

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